I don't really care if anyone reads it, this is more a journal for myself than for you guys. Well today isn't the most happy, well this week really. Recent events have made me question some stuff about myself. Like (and as i said before this is for myself so don't questions that need no answers) like am i pretty enough, am i nice enough, why do i look so akwardly shaped, (not fat, but definately not how i want to look), what do people really think about me, , am i even a good girlfriend, am i a good daughter, am i a good friend, what is going on in my life, am i doing anything right, and stuff like that i have just been done the last week or so, occaissonal woohoo scenes that last for alittle bit, like a grade on a test or something you know, Right now i just feel like i am not enough for anybody, just i don't know. and now to top things off i can't think straight, i am physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted and just plain tired.and i am dizzy and confused, and and and stuff,and i don't like it. Sorry i just needed to rant, even though it didn't help me any, right now all i want is Andrew, i want him to hold me and tell me everything will be alright, but at the same time i don't want him or anyone near me so the don't catch my self-not happy problems. all i want is a hug right now......anyone wanna cyber hug me?